
I had an awesome weekend peeps. Which definitely made up for the Lack of "weekend" on the preceeding Saturday and Sunday. It was really great. Well, Friday was great, Saturday was mostly hungover, and Sunday was also good and restful and just what I thought I needed.
But today, I am decidedly Grinch-y. What's worse is that I'm feeling Grinch-y over a number of things, some of them pretty stupid and inconsequential, and some of them over stuff that I should be pretty excited about.
Because:
Opportunities = AWESOME!!!
But:
Opportunities = some very tough decisions, or actually, some not-terribly-tough decisions For Which I Will Have To Explain Myself, and turning down some opportunities that many people would give a limb for in order to make the right stuff happen for myself, which makes me feel like a spoiled little shit, and therefore Grinch-y about the fact that I have no right to feel Grinch-y.


4 comments:
I blame Grinchy on Mondays... Always much worse faced with those kinds of things after a nice relaxing weekend.
that said, I'm off to work out my Grinchy feelings instead of ending up writing them here, or - worse - saying them to ppl ....
Yay for awesome weekend! I hope you manage to leave the inconsequential bits behind you, and feel confident about the decisions you make on the rest. :)
Just remember, having to make a choice means you have options and a better footing for negotiation. With that said, it sucks having to make a choice sometimes...
Hard decisions are hard. But you're making the decision based on what's best for you given the context of your life. Other people can fuck themselves if they don't understand that.
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